P-I-S-S-E-D!

What a day.
Not a pleasant day.
don wanna mention it.

THEN, this stupid phone problem came.
DAMN pissed with it.

RELY ON MYSELF.
NO OTHER ONE.

im not feeling good.

what a day....

i ran into the auntie who lives on the 12th floor just now when i was taking the lift.

i remember.
4 years back,
she can still walk alone
had the strength to carry heavy stuffs.

But,

4 years later, now.
she couldn't walk as fast as before
she had to move bit by bit
having someone to be by her side.

then i realise,
how fragile a life is.
how important it is for us to cherish all the things we have now.

cause.
we'll never know what's gonna happen the next second.

school starting tomorrow.
all alone by myself.

kind of lazy to make new friends.
especially at this age and in this school.

sometimes i wonder.
why do we make friends.
do they really stay by your side till the end?

recently,
i started to realise the ugly side of human beings.
selfishness.
think only for oneself.
shame on you.

what an emo post! hahaha.

i'm just so lazy to make new frens.
however,
i know which group of friends will stick with mi throughout.
at least for now. :D

sec sch buddies and some really close friends. :)

sometimes i wonder.
are we really close?
sometimes im just so disappointed.
"e are only friends that can have fun together."
is that all?

it's been 3 years plus already.
y cant all of us be as close?
true feelings.
no split group.
no split couple.
no individual outings